My Dreams - one of it

I'm a dreamer, not day dreamer, but I always have dreams, some big dreams, some small dreams, and mostly wild imaginative sensations dream, ha ha ha.... Well, its my dreams anyway, not anybodyelse.

One of my dreams is to have property oversea and to stay oversea with my family. Not to work there, not to migrate there, not because I hate my lovely country, but its another life experience that I really want to have it, to experience it and to move from it. To know people in another part of the world, to experience their life, to love the culture, to acknowledge and appreciate the differences, to be with the life of another human beings and to see the actual and real journey, which currently show on TV, movie and books.

Looking at TV show on Malaysian make their life oversea, always excite me, not because they already make it, but go deeper on the journey they took, to make it happen. Nothing easy, but nothing impossible. Look at people who were putting their life at "no choice and no turning back" need to continue, to face, to handle and to do what ever it takes to make it happen. To appreciate their never die and never give up attitude.

Most of this people are people like you and me, who have dreams, who work for it, who go for it and most important, who make it happen. Get out from comfort and illusion of comfort, and keep moving, down and up again, and they make it, and they never stop and they keep moving and climbing.

I belief, very soon, I be one of them :)

2011

Lelaki - mulutnya dihati

Kata ustaz, lelaki mulutnya dihati, wanita hatinya dimulut. Lelaki akalnya 9, malunya 1. Wanita nafsunya 9, malunya juga 9. Lantaran bila lelaki meletakkan hatinya dimulut, maka hilanglah warasnya bila berbicara. Bila nafsunya yang satu juga dijadikan 9, maka dia terus berkata-kata, hingga kadangnya, hilang waras, terus bicara lantas cerita menjadi fitnah dan ditabur merata-rata.

Manusia jenis ini banyak didunia ini. Mereka lupa untuk menjadi waras, maka mulut terus berbaur cerita duka dan celaka, tak tahu mana noktahnya, bersangka buruk atas segalanya, hingga kisah orang lain disangka kisah mereka, menembak tak tentu hala, maka jadilah mereka golongan pembohong, pemfitnah dan munafik yang tak sedar mereka sedang menuju jalan terlaknat.

Apabila golongan munafik datang kepada kamu, maka berhati-hatilah dan periksalah segala kata-katanya. Itu pesan ribuan tahun dulu, relevannya hingga akhir dunia hayat dunia ini. Manusia jenis laknat ini, tidak sedar dia termasuk golongan munafik, sebab munafik itu gaya hidupnya. Niatnya untuk menjadi hero, niatnya untuk membela dan niatnya unutk sentiasa nampak baik, akhirnya memerangkapnya dengan mainan syaitan dan tipu daya iblis, maka akhirnya jadilah dia hamba syaitan tanpa sedar. Dan bila sedar, dia tak mahu kembali kepada yang benar, kerana kotor hatinya gagal diputihkan lagi.

Bila lelaki hatinya dimulut, maka dia zalim pada dirinya, maka laknatlah menantinya. Rasa boleh menang dengan cara itu? Tuhan saja yang maha tahu.